It's so difficult sometimes to stay positive when it feels like nothing is coming together. About a month ago Kyle put in a bunch of applications for internships this summer. They said they would respond within 3 weeks of his interviews but we're still waiting. But on the bright side the other people who interviewed haven't heard anything either.
So while I wait I'm trying really hard to stay focused on school and work. I was just chosen for an important captain position at work and so my responsibilities are increasing while it feels my free time has plummeted. Luckily I have such an incredible husband who supports me and reminds me of what is truly important in life.
Along with school and work I've begun my observational hours with an occupational therapist named Katie. She is incredible. She's so much fun to work with and is totally reaffirming my desire to be an OT. So hopefully as I go through the summer completing more hours I can continue to feel sure about this decision.
Maybe Kyle not hearing back from internships is a sign that we are meant to stay in Provo for the summer. It could be nice, Cameron will be down here as well so with him, Marc and grandparents. Plus we'll have family reunions and hopefully immediate family vacations. Hopefully we'll also be able to go visit my parents in their new house!!
Anyway the moral of this story is write until you realize the positives. At the beginning of this post I was feeling pretty blah about life but now I am so grateful for family and for the Lord's hand in our life. I just hope we're living in a way to recognize His hand and guidance.